Poop.

I'm very sorry I haven't blogged in so long.
Not that anyone's reading this...
But yeah.
I'll update you, most glorious internet, when I get a chance.
I would right now, but I have a headache, and to be honest, I'm too stressed to think straight.

Oh wells.

x

Cat

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=JaUOem6-Tq0&NR=1

This makes my knickers damp.

Cunt.

So last night I asked Nick if he's been on any sex or dating websites.
He said no.
LIES.
I said to him earlier that if he just admitted it I wouldn't care but it's cause he lied but he's just playing innocent.

I went through his browser history, and I know I shouldn't have, but when I googled his username and it came up with sex sites I wanted to check.

Last month he was on 4 different ones.

I don't know why.

If he told me the truth, then I would accept it, and stay with him but it'd have to be an open relationship.

If he's getting his jollies online, then I'm gonna step up and do it in real life.

I don't care anymore.

It's made me too bitter and twisted and I don't want to be with him anymore.

I love his company, don't get me wrong, but I'm definately gonna move out.

I think.

The thing is I know he's gonna talk his way outta this.

I must stay strong and angry.

Grr.

Quandary

So recently I've been having to basically force Nick into having sex with me.
He says he's getting sad cause he can't satisfy my needs.
I'm getting sad cause I don't want to have to force my boyfriend to do rudeys.

Yet, he's on sex sites, so it's not about his libido, is it?

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Kids

I'm addicted to Kids by MGMT.
It is the best song ever.

=[

I don't know what to do.
I'm so stressed.
So angry.
Nobody's in.
Just me.
I need something to occupy myself.
I want to smoke.
I don't feel right.
I don't want to be here.

! says:
see now your just thinking naughty aint ya hehee
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
hehe meybe
! says:
i just think your fun so would b kool
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
but what wud u like to do with me
! says:
oooooo probs not go out for a drink might not b able to control myself....
! says:
wat would you w
nt to do with me is the question tho
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
teeheehee. well meybe ud show me ur..
! says:
mabey one day but would have to be in person n probebly wheen im not with alex lol
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
u said u might not be able to control urself! horny guy. mind u im VERY horny all the time.
! says:
yes i am exstreamly most of the time worse wen i dink
! says:
i kinda like the idear of being taaken advantage of so would find it hard to say no too you in person...
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
excellent
! says:
really whys that u plan to take advantage of me or sumthing
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
if u buy me alcohol i'll prolly get horny n stuff. but where wud we go
! says:
you and your friend or would u keep me to yourself lol
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
hmm... she might come, why, do u want threesome
! says:
...id say no but it would b a lie ivve always wanted one. just never happend now that would b hard to turn down.
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
jess looks older but she might be able to get into bar. hmm
! says:
wat you guna do get me drunk take advantage of me then use it to keep me as your sex slave if im gd enough
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
heehee. well if we can keep it secret so alex doesnt find out. fuck buddies?
! says:
but shes 15 n im with alex so this shouldn't happen lol
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
jess is 15 but she looks 18
! says:
w ns her bday?
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
jan
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
i think lol
! says:
have you got credit?
! says:
fancey texting me sum wen?
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
i dont need credit, i can talk on msn for free.
! says:
true but im not on oftern
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
u shud go on cam at home wen ur alone. hehe
! says:
i wouldn't get naked
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
whyyy
! says:
so u think u n jess can brake me in person
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
but where wud we go after the bar.
! says:
told you i only do it in person once ive done it in person id do it on cam tho.....
! says:
whefre do u go with jess normaly?
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
eastleigh/winch
! says:
that yours n hers?
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
we normally goto hers cos her mums out alot
! says:
we could go there then
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
yup, but if her dads there just say ur 18 and he'll be fine cos he dont care.
! says:
haha theres always if u have anothe femal mate whos got a free house who would want to join in but dout im that lucky hehee
! says:
fair u taken guys there b4?
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
2 lol
! says:
two guys or girl mates lol

Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
me and jess invited 1 guy over he was 18 and another one later who was 20
! says:
did they satisfy?
! says:
or did u suck them dry
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
one was good. one was kinda meh
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
what u gonna tell alex ur doin
! says:
when?
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
if we ever meet up
! says:
ive not said yes to doing it yet
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
baha
! says:
id just be going out with sum mates
! says:
what?
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
hah.
! says:
why baha
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
cos lol
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
nvm.
! says:
hehee
! says:
so you want to keep me as ur fuck buddy or both of urs lol
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
hmm, depends wat ur like
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
jess already has 1 fuck buddy
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
but if ur good she cud want u to
! says:
im exstramly gd with my hands....
! says:
so wat would u want tho
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
do u like fingering girls
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
cud u do both of us at once
! says:
then wat after ud both cum
! says:
yes very much
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
if u can make us cum lol
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
jess orgazmz welll easy tho, im jealous. i dont orgazm mcuh
! says:
id lovee to finger two girls go down on on and fuck another at same time
! says:
id make u n her lots probs
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
hmm, meybe urll have to get jess pretty drunk she doesnt like doing too much with me lol
! says:
id probs go down obn you wile finge ing you...
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
shes been getting fingered since she was 12 tho lol hehe so she cums in like 30 seconds.
! says:
dose she get wetter n wetter

Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
very wet lol. its funny
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
ive still got pics of her from webcam ages ago she musta been 12-13
! says:
doing?
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
showing her tiny tits (bless) and puss
! says:
fair
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
do u see girls on cam ?
! says:
wat would u do if i cam n went soft then n u wernt ready to stop n yer i do well used too
! says:
if i cam like three times then fucked her when shes preppe wet id probs noot cum again n b able to keep going love girls who cum easy lol
! says:
shame shes fifteen
! says:
i ment cum not cam
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
lol
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
shes fucked 5 guys tho, so it doesnt matter bout age
! says:
ive fucked about thirty girls..
! says:
so is she ur only girl mate u fuck guys with?
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
onyl had 1 threesome with her
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
the other guy just came over and fingered her whilst i gave him bj
! says:
u like doing that
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
whos the best girl u fucked, and wat age range
! says:
fucked four years younger head two year younger and hand job two yeats younder most fun two same age
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
is alex a gd fuck to? wats her pussy like, i havent seen it =[
! says:
i like it
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
wish she had sum nude pics
! says:
lol wish she didnt get so jelouse
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
jealous of?
! says:
me n girls
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
u cheated on her yet?
! says:
nope i dont really like cheating only done it once b4
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
wen did u last wank on cam
! says:
my ex gf four months ago
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
cool, wat did she do
! says:
how u mean
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
on cam
! says:
let me record her wank n play with her self
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
nice how did u record her on cam
! says:
you know your cam lets you recor
fRom ur pc like that then send it to me
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
ok
Sarah - msn wont let me type to people on yahoo says:
i gtg speak soon x














Sooo my bf and my friend.
And I thought he loved me.